i, like many other bloggers before me, am about to admit to something and to express feelings of deep regret - i am already addicted to big brother. i can't help myself, and like ms fits, i will hate myself for the next three months. i don't know why, but i can't help watching, even if it is on in the background as i do other things. it's classic car-crash television. i wonder why these people have put themselves up for this kind of scrutiny. though if it wasn't for the whole showering in front of cameras thing, i might even consider putting my hand up. hmmm. maybe that was an over-share... it's just that the prospect of fucking with that many heads is just too tempting. and i think i'd be good at it, too.